As a compulsive gambler I would never set out to lose on purpose however I now know I would always lose because I can never stop, while I actively gamble I cannot stop gambling and because of that I can never win and will always lose because I am a compulsive gambler.
Really wish you my very best in life and to your family, hope you have or can get things going back in the right direction.
Take care
Maverick
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